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[07 Oct 2006|11:00pm] |
so i've decided to move to another lj account.
if you are truly a friend add me, i will still love to read your entrys.
its "amy_overrated"
please add me if you have comments or i have commmented you :)
kthanks
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[02 Oct 2006|08:52pm] |
drama drama drama- friday
i also ran into a pole which makes it ten time more annoying.
a lot of people know. but for now its short and simple.
i will explain friday nightt soon
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[16 Sep 2006|11:11am] |
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tess came over. i forgot to add. and it really made me day because she is one of the few bestfriends i can talk to anythings about. i havent seen her in awhile because she been in soccer and schoolwork and family and he other friends at school which i adore he because she had time to fit me in. shhe pretty much made my day and we caught up on somethings. i love this girl so much. ive known her for like 3-4 years of my life and we've gotten so much closer and didnt relize until the summer when we really opened up about our lives and how we switched places of how people view us. we both really love our own life strives and how we want to just do well in our life and what means the most to us and our boy problems. even if i dont see her as much i know we'll be bestfriends for a long time. it just sucks how we are divided into the different school system
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[12 Sep 2006|11:06am] |
afterschool was pretty insane. confusing and just akward.
kim and i walked to mcdonald and saw a lot of people.
its wass nice. we got 10 peice chicken nuggets. yumm.
then went outside and talked to everyone then left and went to bb&t.
saw chris jimmi brendan mike kenny ashley kevin.
we walked back to kims house. farr ass walk. i want a car.
haha chilled there took the dumbest pictures on her labtop.
it takess picturess !! how cool. i lovee it seriously.
then her mom dropped us off at my housee.
we got ready then snuck out. ickky. went up to frederick to meet people.
but they ditched us. and that was one hell of a walk. my thighs hurt.
on my way to kims house i couldnt get my ball off from my lip ring and...
unfortunetly dropped it on the sidewalk. i didnt bother finding it.
cause its like a needle in a hey stake. itsss hard. soo im stuck wearing my
diamong one which is really hard to put in. it kinda sucks that im hiding
it from my mom. i know she will find out and i will be grounded till the end
of the school year and i will have to sneak out.
( picturesss )
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[10 Sep 2006|06:50pm] |
my labret peircing. i love it.
ohh and a couple days ago i got bangs.
they look weird on me soo i dont really like them
( my picturess )
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[03 Sep 2006|07:59pm] |
my life list.
1.get married
2.have atleast 2 kids
3.join a gym
4.get fit (skinny)
5.buy a bong
6.skinny dip
7.get my dream job
8.be in love
9.have a relationship for more then a year
10.kiss in the pool
11.watch a porno
12.make a photo album
13.get an a in math or english
14.get into college
15.get a nice bowl
16.buy cloths from nordstrom
17.model atleast once
18.take professional pictures
19.save atleast 1,000
20.help fight global warming
21.have sex on the beach
22.makeout in the pool/hot-tub
23.buy a real nice digital camera
i have too much on my list. but thats half of it. lol
so i think i got my homecoming dress. haha soo soon i know.
lol its pretty damn cute. if i do say so myself. i got new cloth
and outfits to pull out for my 2nd week of school. labor day thank god.
no school tomorrow. lovely
i need friends with cars :(
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[03 Sep 2006|06:05pm] |
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my cousins from germany as seriously awesome :)
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[02 Sep 2006|05:18pm] |
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yesterday was quiet stressful. afterschool i had my first cigerette in a long time. its been forever. and yeah it made my day. even if smoking is bad for you. me miriam and laura walked to to mickey d's and got some small fries and miriam left and me a laura walked to bethinas house. pretty cool. then to jordyn then back to laura and ate food. but during the walking was a "hurrican" soooo. we were walking through rain and i was soaked. haha gayyy. but im alive and i have no cold. but that i stepped in a lot of puddles and dirt along the way.
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[31 Aug 2006|08:17pm] |
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i skated today :)
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[27 Aug 2006|09:39pm] |
first day of school tomorrow. icky. it feels like fall going to hit and im not going to relize it until winter comes. the state fair was somewhat amusing. lol this might sound a bit ditzy or pointless but there was this cuteeee donkey i was petting and thy was petting it and she was playing with its ears and it backed away but when i pet it it moved closer and closer till i left it backed away again. cutest donkey ever. i want to buy it. haha
but yeah. pool with catherine cristines and vy today.
pretty fun.
saw some kids for school.dont like them.
kim might come over tomorrow.so yeah. who knows.
peace out
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[26 Aug 2006|07:55pm] |
fucking a.
summer is over in about 1 day. i seriously think out of all the summers i remember o6 was the sickest/gayest summer of my life. i was grounded for the first month all for some jackass. and the other 2 months of summer ... i've pretty much wasted on drinking and smoking ? the only thing i actually did like was florida. one to get away from catonsville. and meet more people. it helped. and ocean city with katy and virginia beach at the beach house.
today, demi's family held a cook out and me my mom and vy went because demi's mom and dad wanted to meet my mom. they had good food. no hamburgers :( suckka. but we talked to demi's dad a lot. hes pretty damn cool. lol. beside that. family came over. my cousin just moved into her dorm near here. umbc. so yeahh. lammme.
tomorrow im suppose to be hitting up the state fair. maybee. and hunting hills with kim vy christine and catherine ? not too shabby for an ender of the summer. im freakin broke still. but ill save my lunch money. thats was one of the pluses of going to school. though i would be pretty hungry. my dads birthday is in september and family from germany is coming up. they gace me $50 last year. god knows why. haha hope they do it again this year.
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[25 Aug 2006|12:55pm] |
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kay so i didnt go to the movies yesterday but me adam and his friend went to friendly's to eat. and it was still funn lol. then laura got dropped off and we went to dodgeball. cameron left so it then became me laura and adam. it was still fun. saw everyone. i was sober. and proud but dodgeball is pretty gay when your not fucked up so it was boring. lol but i had a good time. thats what counts.
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[24 Aug 2006|03:42pm] |
here goes kiddos.
adam and me are going out to dinner at chef p's tonight. hopefully he wont bail on me :/ or i will be very very upset. but yeah then were going to bring laura and adams friend and me adam and laura and this kid cameron. lol. haha weird. i guess its a date. i havent been in a date since jay. i havent kissed anyone since ian. worst kisser ever. lol.
wish me luck !
( were crazyy bitches )
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[24 Aug 2006|12:44am] |
wow its like 12:44 which is pretty damn late if i might add. i usually sleep right about now. but i've been sleeping on the floor in my sister vy's room. because i feel more comfortable thne on my bed because my bed sucks. and my sister thy and me dont get a long and we share a room together which equals to hell. lol.
the jewerly party turned out to be a bummer. laura didnt talk. and tess well she wanted to leave. lol. too expensive. i couldnt even afford one earring. but i supported my friend which is still good. lol. we left early and went to laura and took pictures. nice ones too. funny ones. it was real great. im proud. i will post the pictures up in the next entry.
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[23 Aug 2006|04:20pm] |
me and demi are good now. shes found the boy of her dreams. thats what everyones finding lately. i wish i was as lucky as my friends. i envy them very much so. it makes me feel as if there will be no one right out there for me.
besides the point. tess and laura are going with me to a jewerly party. i never been to one but i hope i find some affordable and cute earrings for myself :) i only have a little bit of money. and i have to save some for dodgeball tomorrow. the cops are everywhere at 7-11. i have a beer in my purse too. ive been drinking more then smoking. i know its ties as not as good but i think it does to me. its the only thing that helps me feel better about myself. it makes me forget everything that was important to me.
school starts wednesday and i feel pretty pathetic. i lost my track of thought. im getting lower and lower on my gpa. im not sure if i can hold on to my goals in like anymore. i want to become a teacher or massage therapist. i doubt im any good in either one. but maybe once school starts ill settle into my normal self and not drink or smoke period. but its good that i stopped smoking right ?
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[22 Aug 2006|04:12pm] |
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nadda here. got my planner. wooh ! and other school supplies. i feel as if i need something else. like im not ready for school. i really hope i dont run into jay. it would be so akward. i would freeze up. i remember looking through the classrooms over the summer to check out my routine so i wouldnt get lost and i remember this stairwell when i would go down to hmrm. and jay would be going to his hmrm. and go up and he would wait for me there and we would always have small talk and kiss each other good-bye. i miss it so much. it makes me sad. nothing is going to happen. i want a new boy toy ! one that doesnt want to just get in my pants.
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[21 Aug 2006|12:43pm] |
last night was pretty fun. i really actually had a good time at 7-11/opies. i didnt smoke pot or anything. i heard the spot got busted and half of the group got busted for possesion or drugs and stuff. im glad i dont hangout with that group anymore. but half of the people i introduced into that group are coming back and pretty much becoming burn outs.
i got dropped at tess's house and we walked and saw jessica and kevin. jordyn and bethina. brent and west. rob and some ugly lookin kid and this girl ashley which people tell me she is the definition of white trash. but i dont say anything.
later went back to tess's house and ate crabs :) yum yum. then again went to 7-11. and met 2 girls that tess new. alex and laura. they were really cool . then i met renard and dave. and hungout with mike tyle alex laura dave. and went to some kid jed's house who i dont know. and me and renard talked a lot. hes pretty nice. i felt pretty relaxed knowing that those people wouldnt judge me. im really glad im out of that scene. dodgeball thursday with tess and wednesday going to a jewerly party with tess as well. im excited.
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[18 Aug 2006|10:43pm] |
washington dc was pretty damn beat. but i manages to hurt my foot,knee,& hip. how lovely right ?
i drank atleast a gallon of water today, and i pee-ed very much. lol. but besides that it was kind of hot. we went to the holocast museum and it was pretty depressing knowning that some of the pictures on the wall of all those people were tortured and died in the worst possible inhumane form ever. we also went to the history smithisonian. which i manges to take some nice pictures. i got dipndots. oh yeahh. orgasmic much ? lol. there was this really cute boy in the history smith. we sat across from him and when he walked away i looked for dominique and unfortunately the boy was standing where i was looking so when he looked back her saw me looking over to his direction and thought i was checking him out so he walked back to where he was sitting so i make vy leave with me. cause it was akward. lol.
we then went to eden so vietnamese shopping place. after going to some resturant called 4 sisters me dominique and vy sat in my dads car trunk that was open waving at cars. after we stopped i waved to this one car and there was this boy who i waved to and he stopped sipping on this bubble tea they sell there and looked at me blanked face. wth ? lol gosh im trying to be friendly.
( the wonderful pictures )
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[17 Aug 2006|06:40pm] |
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last night we took dominique around catonsville and what us catonsville people do for fun. we took him to 7 hills and showed him sheppard prat so institution for teens. its pretty sad. got a shit load of food. subway. chinese. mickey d's. lol. i saw david burns and abe and two other kids that dont seem to like me ? i dont know. im officially addicted to needforspeeed drifting. i do say its the most amazing video game known to racing :) even though they have a third one. no dodgeball tonight. kinda blows but then again those people are not worth my time or my friendship. im pretty stable right now. still everything is going down hill. nothing seems to lighten my mood. no boys. i dont even think i have a bestfriend anymore. shes dissapeared. shes makes me feel as if nothing in my life is interesting. her and her blazing self. ive been sober for awhile and im pretty proud of myself. i think im going to be okay now since schools coming and i havent been smoking. i need a new set a friends.
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[16 Aug 2006|08:13pm] |
alrighty ...
deep thoughts :
1. i feel as if i lost most of my friends ever since drama stirred up. its akward now because they think im suppose to be the one that trys so hard to get them back. fuck it if i know. if they really wanted to stay close friends with me then they would have met me half way. friends suck. "dont take friendship personally"
2.i really want to go to dodgeball but my mom says i cant. and its kims birthday. dominique is over and i dont just want to leave him home alone. because vy and thy (my sisters) are going to go to the cute is what we aim for concert that i wanted to go to. but i hear theres another one in november with hellogoodbye and david mellio. i might go.
lately :
1. tuesday- dominique came for the airport and we drove around got opies and all that junk i really dont remember. went to the inner harbor and almost drove to new york because my mom is the appitamy of an asian driver. so yeah. we almost got rear ended shot hit. everything. i was holding on for dear life as we know it. lol. but yeah im alive. thats what counts.
2.wednesday- today we went to six flags. we road all of the rides. so yeah thats good. ate a lot of junk food. its like great more pounds. i got cotton candy since like 2 years. its amazing stuff. its sugar but its soo good. 3.50 so exspensize. and yeah went home and got pho. it was nice. and now were playing needforspeed2 im obsessed. ill be playing for a week.
schools coming im excited but not. still need to get my planner :/
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